Everyday there are a multitude of experiences we repeat. Much of life is a stream of events that are not new. We easily slide through our days in that routine of expecting exactly what has happened before without realizing that we’re expecting and relying on all those repeated events. The earth turns all the time providing us with sunrises and sunsets every day. We get up, eat, and go about our day with so many regularly scheduled happenings that we can’t even single them out. But, sometimes we are shaken from that routine and our response to being out of the routine has the potential to be a point of transformation.
Two times in the last month I have woken up in the morning and had an experience of not knowing. Not knowing who I am, what I am, where I am, what I am doing. It’s only a flash, but I am suspended in a space of being without the connections or attachments with my physical, emotional, and mental bodies. In this pause, I am purely the energy or spiritual me that is always aware of being one with source. It feels like a deep level reset. The first time it happened, it stayed with me for days and I felt aware of this new me. This morning I woke up to a similar experience. Not exactly the same, but still a suspended moment without those connections to my bodies other than my energy or spiritual body. Again, there is a feeling or knowing that deep level beliefs and patterns have been cleared. And here I am, feeling more like me, but in a way I never could have imagined.
I receive information intuitively most often through clairsentience which is clear knowing. So, the information does not come in visually or aurally or through physical sensations. One way of describing it is that it’s sort of like I have an open line to a reference librarian who provides me with a whole chunk of information as a whole chunk. The information is often delivered in a ninja-like move that is too fast and stealthy for me to notice. When I studied with Anastasia Gourley, an animal communicator, I spent a lot of time exploring this clairsentience and how to receive and interact with it. There was quite a bit of learning to discern the edge of what is me thinking something versus knowing it from source. These experiences of waking up as a new me, feel like clairsentience except I get a moment to experience before or within the ninja-like delivery.
Things are rippling out from these deep level resets into the rest of me and my life, and seemingly disparate aspects of self are suddenly cohesive. Are you experiencing shifts in your inner core? Are you looking for support creating something new within yourself? Let’s find new perspectives and shake up the default patterns within you to open to transformation. Please contact me to schedule a session.
Be you!
~Namaste